Listening to this song… Some tears at the back of my mind and some smiles still hoping for a bright future.
I am sad. Utterly sad.
That’s the only thing I’m sure of.
This song among many others playing softly like a cure.
It’s not Ok. This is a way of saying “hear me/see me” – a childish scream.
Thunders and lightnings.
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A broken wing
raindrops on the window pane
a strong wind at the background
was it the rain or the wind
which broke my wing?
Why can’t I fly?
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Some quotes I remember from a movie and a TV series:
(1) Notting Hill
William: “I live in Notting Hill. You live in Beverly Hills. Everyone in the world knows who you are, my mother has trouble remembering my name.”
Anna Scott: ” I’m also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.”
(2) Sex and the City season 2 episode 12
Carrie: “Why is it so hard for you to factor me into your life in any real way?”
Mr. Big: “I guess old habits die hard.”
Carrie: “You said you loved me.”
Mr. Big: “I do.”
Carrie: “Then why does it hurt so fucking much?”
Songs to listen to:
